I am procrastinating from my bill paying job, what better way to do that. This would have to be the most symbolic photo I have ever taken.  If I missed this shot I would of been devastated.  To me this photo is my best friend in the whole wide world and me.  She loves balloons, and watching them soar up into the sky, it reminds us of something silly, on an ordinary day.  This day though was hugely sad.  After a week of emotions and grief, it came down to this.  I took over a thousand photos that day, and edited about 100 - and this is the only photo I have ever let anyone see of that series.  It was a day no mother should ever have to live, no little 8 year old sister should experience. When I look at this photo, I feel sad, sad that the person I hold dearest and nearest will never see the world in the same way again.  Love to you my dear best friend x